performer – filmmaker – sex worker

After finishing university, all my fellow psychology students got a reputable job and a grounded lifestyle. I didn’t. I always wanted to be that one bad apple that spoils the whole barrel. So I dived into a world of sweat and champagne, fetish and drama, sin and misery: the Berlin porn scene!

I work as a kinky escort with a residency at Studio Lux Berlin and as a performer for mainstream clips. For me, sex work is a rather self-determined and pleasurable source of income and a way to reclaim agency within a patriarchal system.
Besides, I contributed to a couple of beautiful and artsy indie porn productions – both in front and behind the camera.

As filmmaker

  • The Sad Girls of the Mountains by Candy Flip & Theo Meow
    (Feature film about four depressed girls in a mountain hideout who transform their misery into porn films)
  • Fluchtpunkt by Candy Flip
    (A short film about unfulfillable desires, part of the Urban Smut series)
  • Intoxicate Yourself by Candy Flip, Jo Pollux & Theo Meow
    (A poem to smoking)

As performer

  • FLUIDØ by Shu Lea Cheang
    (where I was constantly covered in cum in my role as „Special Agent Natasha“)
  • Scotch Egg by Bruce LaBruce
    (my dream role as a femme gay boy)
  • Passage by Jo Pollux
    (where I’m gifting myself to my domme Flora)
  • We Are The Fucking World by Olympe de G.
    (a beautiful queer lake orgy for Erika Lust / XConfessions)
  • Hanna & die Keta-Boys by Theo Meow
    (where I played the leader of a criminal teenage gang who wants to destroy the world with poisoned asparagus)
  • Rise of the Pelvic Floor by Lo-Fi Cherry
    (a surreal experience with porridge on my butt and lots of tentacles)
  • Calamares by Theo Meow
    (again, even more tentacles)
  • Hätte Hätte Fahrradkette by Maike Brochaus
    (the upcoming film by the makers of „Schnick Schnack Schnuck“. Currently in post-production)

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