performer – filmmaker – sex worker
After finishing university, all my fellow psychology students got a reputable job and a grounded lifestyle. I didn’t. I always wanted to be that one bad apple that spoils the whole barrel. So I dived into a world of sweat and champagne, fetish and drama, sin and misery: the Berlin porn scene!
I work as a kinky escort with a residency at Studio Lux Berlin and as a performer for mainstream clips. For me, sex work is a rather self-determined and pleasurable source of income and a way to reclaim agency within a patriarchal system.
Besides, I contributed to a couple of beautiful and artsy indie porn productions – both in front and behind the camera.
- The Sad Girls of the Mountains by Candy Flip & Theo Meow
(Feature film about four depressed girls in a mountain hideout who transform their misery into porn films)
- Fluchtpunkt by Candy Flip
(A short film about unfulfillable desires, part of the Urban Smut series)
- Intoxicate Yourself by Candy Flip, Jo Pollux & Theo Meow
(A poem to smoking)
- FLUIDØ by Shu Lea Cheang
(where I was constantly covered in cum in my role as „Special Agent Natasha“)
- Scotch Egg by Bruce LaBruce
(my dream role as a femme gay boy)
- Passage by Jo Pollux
(where I’m gifting myself to my domme Flora)
- We Are The Fucking World by Olympe de G.
(a beautiful queer lake orgy for Erika Lust / XConfessions)
- Hanna & die Keta-Boys by Theo Meow
(where I played the leader of a criminal teenage gang who wants to destroy the world with poisoned asparagus)
- Rise of the Pelvic Floor by Lo-Fi Cherry
(a surreal experience with porridge on my butt and lots of tentacles)
- Calamares by Theo Meow
(again, even more tentacles)
- Hätte Hätte Fahrradkette by Maike Brochaus
(the upcoming film by the makers of „Schnick Schnack Schnuck“. Currently in post-production)